Contemplation
I’m sitting here, my roommate’s asleep, and I’m waiting for my laundry to finish drying.
For some reason I just feel empty and it’s been going on for a few weeks, there’s obviously something missing and I just can’t pinpoint what it is. Sometimes I just feel like breaking down; I feel alone even though I put up a front of happiness. I just want to curl up in my bed, with no one to judge me on the opposite side of the room and absolutley nothing waiting for me on my to-do list but, at the same time I want to be social…how complicated. I just feel average now. There’s nothing special. I’m questioning why I’m here. How did I get to such a beautiful place if I can’t even keep my grades up. I keep having the same feelings as I did two years ago, when new introductions began; there are similar aspects…I feel as though I don’t belong. As though no one understands me. As if only the external shell dicates who I actually am. At 1:40am, I don’t know anymore.
Interesting Find: Meet the world campaign.
United States
Angola
Somalia
China
Colombia
Burkina
(Source: yourgroom)
Send it. I’ll answer truthfully.
01. Best friend
02. Sexuality
03. Favorite color
04. Relationship status
05. Ideal mate
06. Turn-ons
07. Last kiss
08. Favorite food
09. Crushes
10. Favorite music
11. Biggest fear
12. Biggest dream
13. Bad habits
14. Biggest regret
15. Best kept secrets
16. Most hilarious (intentionally or otherwise) sexual/romantic experience
17. Biggest insecurities
(Source: ke-hummels)
Hokey Pokey ice cream in Australia. I would literally go back to Australia/New Zealand for this ice cream…so good!
About me
From life arises boredom and from boredom arises curiosity and from curiosity arises knowledge and from knowledge a cycle occurs that comes back to a teenager in the midst of all of these.
